Well have been missing awhile
been busy all dis while
have dinner with my bestfren
dun be surprise we are still frens inspite of tiada jodoh gitukan
i dun put hopes that we will get bck together
and i also dun wanna refrain anyone from kenal aku show me love
if wen the times really come and i have someone that is better then him
i will move on,thanks to him that he understand the situation
maybe the separation we are doing is the best thing
untok kiter membetulkan diri masing masing
maybe not only for each other but also for our future partners
we do text each other we do talk to each other but we noe the limits
memang kekok but we are trying our best
maybe he still treats me the same but i dun
i want him to noe that he's only a fren of mine
that i treasure
i deleted the memories being with u as ur girlfriend
but i treasure the moments being with u as my fren...
Lots of love: ❤Fazzy❤
Thursday, September 30, 2010
♥ lock me down
i cant sleep well yesterday
ade jek yang terkejot
once i close my eyes i feel mimpi aku jadi real
wen i open my eyes i can feel the dreams is still happening
damn!i hate dis kind of sleeps
a few days with sleepless nite
i just wanna sleep peacefully please
maybe it hink too much
cause wen i close my eyes the faces that i think about that appeared
i just want to get rid of them please
i wanna run away run away from all dis
after cleaning up my crib
make my way to the hospital
try to walk from my house to hospital
half and hour journey
before i cud step out of the lift bumped into my mom fren
dieorg terkejot tgk aku kurus sgt
they say i really look kurus
different from wat they see before
and people say i,m loosing weight
but noe i'm still the same
too much probs and also stressmaybe that lead me to this
and i have not been eating properly dis week
i'm gonna fall sick real soon
siang siang ku teringat senyummu
malam malam ku terbayang wajahmu
ku kan selalu mengingatkan dirimu
wahai kekasihku...